perfectly... un-perfect.

Distances and days existed in themselves then; they all had a story. They were not barriers. If a person wanted to get to the moon, there was a way; it all depended on whether you knew the directions—exactly which way to go and what to do to get there; it depended on whether you knew the story of how others before you had gone.

Ceremony by Leslie Marmon Silko

still waiting for mine….

I’ve learned something about myself yesterday….

A customer walked up the my counter at work and I asked her what I could help her with.
She wanted business cards printed. I think.
I was too busy correcting her grammar as she explained to me what she was asking.
I don’t think I’ve ever noticed myself doing this before. But yesterday, it was just SO bad. I mean, really, it’s not that hard to talk like an adult. There is a reason there are rules in the English language system.

I know I make mistakes too, but at least I don’t sound like I’m coming straight out of kindergarten. My 8-year-old sister talks better than this lady.

Theo….

is driving me CrAzY!!
*sigh* and yet, I love that stupid little thing. <3

this is what happens when i allow myself to be on facebook at 2am…

I told him. Kinda. I messaged him actually. I don’t have the courage to tell him how I feel face-to-face.

It was 2am. I was tired and not really thinking straight. That’s never a good thing. This could potentially either make everything A LOT worse, or if God is really watching over me today, maybe, just maybe slightly better.

I thought I was dreaming. I definitely wasn’t… I opened my computer and there it was, the letter that I was convinced I never actually sent. In his inbox.

I don’t want to deal with another heart break so soon. I just got over the last one. So much for growing stronger.

I don’t want this to ruin our relationship. I love him too much to lose him as a friend.

I guess time will only tell how this day is going to go…..

sorry it’s been a while……

I fell again. Why do I always fall so easily?

And for him? Of all people….

We were fine. Well, kinda. What happened? Because now we’re not. It doesn’t seem like we are…. But I fell and that’s the problem. It shouldn’t hurt like this again.

What is so wrong with me that no one wants to stay around long enough to be with me?

I’m tired of being used and treated like… whatever.

Of all people I didn’t think he would hurt me. But it hurts. Again.Just like last time. Not as worse though. I’m getting a little stronger. Or I’m in denial. Whatever.

Sorry for whatever I did. I’ll leave you alone now if that’s what you want.

clairemdr:

thetvaddict:

Good News: The cast of HOME IMPROVEMENT, including a now 30-year-old Jonathan Taylor Thomas, recently reunited for an Entertainment Weekly photo shoot. Bad News: Nothing makes us feel old like a 30-year old JTT. [Click here for more Good News, Bad News]

Feelin’ hella old.

OMG <3

still waiting….

for “that one guy” to come along……………..

Things I learn from work… #5

Don’t “plug and check” random power cords on the display cameras at PowerZone. They may catch fire.

I still want to see the security video to this…….

Things I learn from work… #4

We officially have a code phrase for drinking/partying. ;)
Courtesy of Michael Borbely. And acknowledgement by Sara… So glad she’s our Sunday manager every week.